it doesn't stop gettin harder and i don't think it will i just want out

Im bored, you're Amorous

I'm fast approaching death You aren't helping it Your smiles been losing it's charm You still think you've got it, Is this the best idea that you ever had?

Fast approaching death you aren't helping it You're a girlfriend, a movie, a slow dance A thought that just passed, So fast approaching death we never noticed it It came on and came apart on us The best idea that we never had

Beginning in an Ending

Every day has a beginning and ending, just like every life has a start and finish. July is gone like the gasoline it took to make the circle again. FLorida to Florida, by the way of America. Cocaine and soda, playing Tetris in our underwear. We take turns reading letters, I read the haiku and you move your nails across my legs. In your arms, I don't know who I am, taking all I know about nihilism and trying to build it into a life. With your thought in mind, I walk the streets down to the shore and I sink into the Pacific. This is evrything up to now ending. It was nice to believe for a while.

dear and the headlights

Speak dumb like every other one Don't want to let you down I'd rather let you fall apart And so you back off A bit less obvious Oh you forgot I called Don't take it personal honey I know you've just been busy or You need to be alone Well you can call me when you're bored I'll sing a song low Over the telephone In lower decibels so you can hear it and hear it and hear it and hear it And lost it though You've lost that privilege With a hundred more Hold his hand now Out on the mission field Your hearts compatible Mine breaks alone Your new boyfriend I bet he likes you more than he likes me cause I'm the former one He's the latter one He'd never say it but it's right I'm sorry that was rude of me Forget I said a thing But don't forget it when you're starring at him Say something you mean Don't be polite Kiss, kill nothing in between I can't sit still, sit still Get canceled, can't sit still Not when you got, you got, you got Your new boyfriend I bet he likes you more than he likes me cause I'm the former He's the latter one He'd never say it but it's right Passed on up and over Said she did Said she didn't come on Pass me up Let me go Throw away Let me go Oh it's ok not to be the same Be the same You've got him